I'm sorry I am not doing this on purpose... sometimes my mind is clouded and my heart just go wild. It must be scary for you. I am scared too. I cried a lot tonight. Not because of you. Because I don't understand what I am feeling now...I cried because I am not good. I am a stupid person. I can not control my emotion and I keep hurting you without valid reasonAnd don't mind me. Just rest first. Let's talk later. You said you want to sleep more.