In the last two months I am anxious to start again but my health doesn't allow me. I always feel this business was built by you. I am eternally grateful. These past few months I have a few customers and even return customers. Sometimes I feel optmistic and sometimes I feel despair. When I receive older brother's e-mail I just see humiliation and laughingstock. Every sentence I feel I am being stomped on. It reminds me he say my whole life is worthless. I am disappointed the way he treats me and on the contrary, I am so grateful for a brother like you help me so much.