I need you to love me with everything you have. I want to be called your husband and i am want to be the oly man you love. I don’t want to ever feel the feeling of being hidden. I don’t want feel of not being enough with me. I never want to feel the feeling of being ignored. I want you to teach me how to love myself and you. I’ve tried multiple times to love myself and it’s slowly coming along. But I need something more. I need someone who will always be for me even when I’m rude or mad at them. I need someone to really show me that they love me. I need someone who is going to be there when things really gets hard. I need the best of the best. I want the best of the best. I want someone to be proud of me and I want to feel like they’re proud of my accomplishments. I want them to make me feel smart. So intelligent that everything I say knocks them out of the water. But what I don’t need is someone disrespecting me that is what i don't like. I don’t need the pettiness or the extraness. I want adventure. I want to go to the movie theaters with you without complaining about how anxious you gets. I want to stay up until 2 am just talking to you about almost nothingness until we fall asleep. I promise to protect you and guard you forever, I don’t want you to ever feel the need to tell me, “It’s fine,” when i know it not fine. when I know damn well it’s not. I don’t want you to blame me for things I didn’t do, because you can’t cope with mine own issues. I don’t want you to make me feel like a headache the way she does. I want the first love I talked about. I want you, but I have only you who used to be the first woman in my life. you changed and I have been in pain, and I don’t know how to cope or deal with this incredible pain. I’m in love with you, but I want the first one back. I need you to come back to me, i need you , just the way you needs me. YOURS LOVELY HUSBAND OWEN.顯示更多