Soonyoung wakes up to Seokmin sitti

Soonyoung wakes up to Seokmin sitting on the edge of the bed with his back turned, already dressed. Soonyoung raises a hand to touch him just as "I'm scared, Soonyoungie" breaks the silence, and it's the second time Soonyoung breaks, wondering just how much more he can take.There's a lot of things Soonyoung wants to say. 'We'll be okay'. 'There's nothing to be scared of'. 'You'll be back home in no time'. But he stays silent, sitting up to wrap his arms around his Seokmin's waist, wishing with every cell in his body that there was a way to freeze time like that. Seokmin grips Soonyoung's hands over his stomach like his life depends on it. Soonyoung wishes it did."We should go," Seokmin says in a tiny voice, the first time he sounds so broken in all the years they've know each other, and Soonyoung agrees, each arm feeling about a ton heavier as he gets dressed. There are no tears today.The way to the hospital is way too short, and when Seokmin is taken away so they can "prepare him for surgery," each word like a punch, Soonyoung feels as if his own heart is being ripped out of his chest. Soonyoung hates the clock on the wall and the way it ticks, hates the white walls, the smell of alcohol, and by the time one of the nurses calls him back into the room he already hates everything and everyone that is not Lee Seokmin.'This is it,' Soonyoung tells himself, and at that moment he's knows it's the end, trying to bury that little part of his mind that still stupidly dares to hope. "It's weird," Seokmin tells him, pulling at the edges of his hospital gown. Soonyoung stops him by entwining their fingers, squeezing until their knuckles are white. There are a lot of things to be said, but every word dies in their throats. Soonyoung puts his forehead to Seokmin's, hoping that all that overwhelming love he feels tearing at his guts is visible in his eyes. They kiss. One long, desperate kiss, and the knowledge that he'll never feel those lips again might actually kill Soonyoung.It's a lifetime and only a second before they have to part and Soonyoung is being asked if he wants to 'accompany the patient to the surgery room', but "I'm sorry, Seokmin-ah, I can't do it," and Seokmin smiles."Thanks for loving me, Soonyoungie."That's the third and last time Soonyoung breaks

結果 (繁體中文) 1:

坐在床邊，他背上的 Seokmin 到 Soonyoung 醒來轉動了，已經穿好。Soonyoung 舉起手要摸他就像"我很害怕，Soonyoungie"打破沉默，和它的第二個時間 Soonyoung 休息，想知道他可以只是如何更多。有很多的 Soonyoung 想要說的事情。' 我們會沒事的。' 沒有什麼好害怕的是 '。' 你會回到家中沒有時間 '。但他保持沉默，坐起來用他的雙臂抱著他 Seokmin 的腰，希望與每個儲存格在他的身體就像那樣凍結時間。Seokmin 手柄 Soonyoung 的手在肚子上，像他的生命取決於它。Soonyoung 希望那樣。我們應該去，"Seokmin 說，在一個微小的聲音，第一次他聽起來那麼打破這些年他們已經互相認識，和 Soonyoung 同意，約一噸重，他把衣服穿起來感覺每個手臂。今天沒有眼淚。去醫院的路上是實在太短，而當 Seokmin 帶走所以他們可以"他術前準備，"每個字像一拳，Soonyoung 感覺好像自己的心被劃破他的胸部。Soonyoung 討厭牆上的時鐘和方式它的滴答聲，雪白的牆壁，氣味的酒精，和一個護士叫他的時候回房間的恨他已經討厭一切和每個人都不是李 Seokmin.'這是它'，Soonyoung 告訴自己，在那一刻他是知道這是結束，想要埋葬他記住，仍然愚蠢地敢希望那極少部分。"這是很奇怪，"Seokmin 告訴他，拉著他的醫院睡衣的邊緣。Soonyoung 攔住了他通過糾纏他們的手指擠壓直到他們指關節是白色的。有很多的事要說，但每一個字死在他們的喉嚨。Soonyoung 到 Seokmin 的提出了他的額頭，希望那一切，以壓倒性的愛，他感覺撕扯著他的腸子是可見的在他的眼睛。他們親吻。一長、 絕望的吻和知識，他也不會感到那些嘴唇再次有可能殺了 Soonyoung.It 的存留期和只有之前他們有部分和 Soonyoung 被問是否他想要 '陪病人到外科手術室，稱為' 第二次，但"我很抱歉，Seokmin 啊，我不能做到，"和 Seokmin 微笑."謝謝你愛我，Soonyoungie。這是 Soonyoung 打破的第三次和最後一次

結果 (繁體中文) 2:

Soonyoung醒來Seokmin坐在背對床的邊緣轉身，已經穿好衣服。Soonyoung引發用手去觸摸他，就像“我很害怕，Soonyoungie”打破沉默，這是第二次打破Soonyoung，不知道他是多麼更take.There是一個很大的事情Soonyoung想說。“我們會好起來的。” “沒有什麼好怕的。” “你會回來的家在任何時候”。但他保持沉默，坐起來包裹雙手環抱著自己Seokmin的腰，在他身體的每個細胞，有凍結的時間這樣的方式希望。Seokmin交手Soonyoung的手在他的肚子就像他的生活依賴於它。Soonyoung希望它沒有。“我們應該去，”Seokmin說，在一個微小的聲音，他第一次這樣的聲音在所有年份打破他們已經知道對方，Soonyoung同意，每個手臂感覺約一噸重，因為他得到穿著。有沒有眼淚順應天意去醫院的路是太短暫，當Seokmin被帶走，使他們能夠“準備手術他，”就像一個打孔每個字，Soonyoung感覺好像自己的心臟被撕裂出他的胸口。Soonyoung討厭在牆上，它蜱的方式，時鐘，討厭白色的牆壁，酒精的氣味，並且由當時的一名護士稱他回，他已經恨一切，大家說是不是李Seokmin了房間。“就是這樣，'Soonyoung告訴自己，在那一刻他知道它的結束，試圖埋葬他心中的那個小部分仍然愚蠢敢於希望。“這很奇怪，”Seokmin告訴他，在他的醫院的病號服的邊緣拉。Soonyoung通過纏繞在一起的手指，擠壓，直到他們的關節是白色阻止了他。有很多東西可說的，但每一個字在他們的喉嚨死亡。Soonyoung把他的額頭Seokmin的，希望所有的愛壓倒他感覺在他的膽量撕裂在他眼裡可見。他們接吻。一長，拼命吻，知識，他將不會再有感覺的嘴唇實際上可能會殺了Soonyoung.It是一生中只有第二他們有一部分，如果他想“陪病人到被要求Soonyoung前房中術“，而是”我很抱歉，Seokmin啊，我不能這樣做“，並Seokmin笑著說：”謝謝你給我的愛，Soonyoungie。“這是第三次，也是最後一次Soonyoung休息