I seldom keep all the negative things and thoughts for too long as I think that it is very unhealthy for our mind and health. The only most negative thing kept in my mind since young was witnessing my unaware cousin was always touched by their tenants while deep in sleep. As my parents had to go back to Malaysia for visiting their parents, they requested that we stayed with our cousins for a few nights for the best solution. I had witnessed but did not dare to tell anyone till now.