Peter’s hand did hurt viciously. Fo

Peter’s hand did hurt viciously. For a moment, after he had slammed his hand against the thin wooden door, he was afraid he had broken the hand. After slowly testing the waters by moving his fingers carefully and feeling the brutal pain with every move, he knew nothing was broken, just heavily bruised.

‘Right so,’ he thought, what a stupid incautious reaction of him. Not only smashing the door, more his reaction toward Jenna.

He put his hand in cold water in the sink, and gave himself a few minutes to reflect what had happened.She was right, with all her anger directed at him. He could have said something month ago, but he was simply afraid and simply too arrogant in his believe he could deal with all this on his own. Not realizing that he couldn’t deal with it properly as long as he thought he could leave her out of it. When he saw, that she saw, and that she had developed feelings beyond friendship it was already too late for both of them. There was no way of curing the mess they had made.

When his hand had went numb, he decided to go home to his apartment he had in Cardiff. It was already late and dark, but he hated to sleep in his trailer. Also he needed fresh air, maybe a drink and he also craved a cigarette. He wouldn’t do the last, but for sure the first one.

He gave the smashed door a last glance, with an unpleasant expression, grabbed his coat and left. He took a cab that brought him away from the set, nearer to the city, where he asked the driver to stop. From there he would walk the rest, it was only a twenty minutes walk.



The air was fresh, but it wasn’t that cold. It did him good and he was able to get rid of some tensions in him. He knew; thoughts, worries and doubts would nag him all night and beyond that, so he tried to relax as long as he could.

While he strode through the night, the picture of Jenna appeared in his mind. Raging and crying. Telling him to go away. It wouldn’t be possible, they had to act tomorrow again, play the Doctor and the companion, playing friendship, affection, as nothing ever had happened. He was somehow lucky, that they had already filmed the sleigh scenes and the scenes in the bedroom, all the touchy scenes. Maybe it were these scenes that had made Jenna snap about the topic, had brought her to the edge of the bearable.

He couldn’t deny, that it wasn’t only fun for him to film the scenes. There was an ache inside his heart he always felt very strong when they filmed tender scenes, close and intimate ones. The Christmas Special was full of them, so the pain was almost constantly. Nobody saw of course, he had learned to hide it. He had learned to bury it deep under many layers of denial and of promises he had made long ago. Promises that were still very important to him and he would honour them - not only because he had to.



He never had any problems like this. Life had be good with him, had spared him the turmoil of twisted and complicated feelings. Then they had introduced him as Doctor Who and to Jenna and after a while he had known life seemed to remember that there was something, on a list of life lessons, he still needed to learn about.

The insight that this young woman twisted his feelings scared him. He was 55 years old and didn’t know how to deal with it. Looking back, knowing Jenna had to deal with the same, and his expectation that she could do that easily with her being way younger than him, made him want to smack the back of his head.

結果 (中文) 1:

彼得的手做恶意伤害。一会儿，他曾猛烈抨击反对薄的木门，他手后他怕他伤了手。测试完成后慢慢地水域通过仔细地移动他的手指和感到残酷痛苦，与每一个动作，他知道什么都不是坏了，只是伤痕累累。'就是这样的他想，他什么愚蠢的轻率反应。不只砸门，更是他向詹娜的反应。他把手放在水槽里，冰冷的水中，给自己几分钟以反映发生了什么事。她与她的愤怒针对他是正确的。他能说月前，但他却只是害怕，只是太嚣张，他相信他可以处理这一切对他自己。没有意识到，他不能处理好，只要他认为他可以把她排除在外。当他看到了，她看到，和她开发了超越友谊的感情，它已经太晚了，他们两个。没有任何出路的固化他们已经弄得一团糟。当他的手已经麻木了，他决定回家去他的公寓，他在加的夫。天色已晚和黑暗，但他不愿睡在他的拖车。他也需要新鲜空气，或许喝一杯，他也渴望得到一支香烟。他不会做最后的但肯定第一。他给砸了的门最后一眼，令人不愉快的表情，一把抓住他的外套和左。他花了一辆出租车，把他带离套，接近的城市，在那里他问司机停下来。从那里，他将步行休息，而是只有二十分钟的路程。 空气是新鲜的但它并不是那么冷。那对他好，他就能够摆脱他有些紧张。他知道;思绪、 担忧和疑虑会唠叨他整夜，除此之外，所以他试图放松自己，只要他能。正当他大步穿过黑夜，珍娜的图片出现在他的头脑。肆虐而哭泣。告诉他走开。它不可能，他们只好明天再做，扮演医生和同伴玩友情，亲情，如过若无其事。他不知是幸运的他们曾已经录制过雪橇场景与场景在卧室里，所有的敏感的场景。也许它是这些场面了詹娜对齐的话题，已经把她带到边缘的承受得住。他不能否认，这不是仅为他拍摄场景的乐趣。有人在他心里，他总是感到很强，当他们拍摄投标场景、 关闭和亲密的疼痛。圣诞节特别到处都是，所以痛得几乎不断。当然，没有人可以看到他已经学会隐藏它。他已经学会把它埋深下很多层的拒绝和他取得了很久以前的承诺。仍然是非常重要的承诺他，他会尊敬他们-不只是因为他到了。 他从来没有像这样的任何问题。生活必须好好和他相处，有放过他的曲折和复杂的感情风暴。然后他们他作为医生和詹娜介绍，过了一会儿他知道生命似乎记起了，有些时候，生活经验的名单上，他仍然需要了解。这个年轻的女人扭曲他的感情的洞察力吓他。他是 55 岁，不知道如何处理它。回望过去，知道詹娜不得不处理一样，和他的期望她能做的很容易与她正在年轻比他，使他很想揍他的后脑勺。

結果 (中文) 3:

彼得的手确实伤了恶毒的。一瞬间，在他手上的一声关上了一扇薄薄的木门后，他害怕自己的手断了。慢慢地用手指移动他的手指，并感觉到每一个动作的残酷的痛苦，他知道没有被打破，只是严重擦伤。“对，”他想，多么愚蠢的轻率的反应他。不仅砸门，他的反应对珍娜。他把手放在水池里的冷水里，给自己几分钟时间，以反映发生了什么事。她是正确的，所有的愤怒都指向他。他本可以在一个月前就说过，但他只是害怕，简直太自大了，他相信他可以处理所有这一切。没有意识到他不能正确地处理它，只要他认为他可以离开她了。当他看到的时候，她看到了，她已经开发出了感情，而这已经太晚了。他们没有办法把他们搞得一团糟。当他的手已经麻木了，他决定回家，他在加的夫的公寓。已经晚了，天黑了，但他不愿意睡在他的拖车里。他也需要新鲜的空气，喝一杯也许他也渴望一支香烟。他不会做最后一个，但肯定第一个。他用一种不愉快的表情，把最后一次的摔了一眼，抓着他的外套，然后离开了。他带了一辆出租车，把他带离了这套车，离城市更近了，他要求司机停车。从那里他将走在休息，这是只有一二零分钟步行。空气是新鲜的，但不是很冷。这对他有好处，他能摆脱一些紧张的局面。他知道；思想、担忧和疑虑会唠叨他整夜和超越的，所以他想只要他能放松。当他大步穿过夜晚，珍娜的图片出现在他的脑海。愤怒与哭泣。告诉他走开。这是不可能的，他们必须再次行动，发挥医生和同伴，玩友谊，感情，因为什么也没有发生过。他是幸运的，他们已经拍摄了雪橇的场景和卧室里的场景，所有的敏感的场景。也许是这些场景了珍娜卡有关的话题，也使她开始承受的边缘。他不能否认，这不仅是有趣的他拍摄的场景。他心中有一种疼痛，当他们拍摄到温柔的场景，亲密的和亲密的人时，他总是感到很坚强。圣诞的特别的充满了他们，所以痛苦几乎不断。没有人看见他，他已经学会了隐藏。他学会了在许多的拒绝和承诺，他很久以前，将它埋深埋下。对他仍然很重要的承诺，他将尊重他们，不仅是因为他不得不。他从来没有像这样的问题。生活与他有着良好的生活，使他免于混乱和复杂的感觉。然后他们介绍说他是医生，珍娜一会儿他知道生活似乎记得有什么，关于生活的经验，他还需要了解。这个年轻女人的洞察力使他害怕了。他55岁了，不知道该怎么处理。回头一看，知道珍娜不得不处理一样，他希望她能做的，很容易与她的方式比他年轻，他想打他的后脑勺。