the most positive thing i have in my mind right now is the time when im still a kid .. that time i do not have to worry about any things at all . all the thing my parents would do for me i and i do no have to do anything. but now i grown up i have to care for lots of things and itss makes me think that now its my turn to care and feel for them as they are getting older .. i need to do my job as a grown up adult and not keep thinking that im still a small chid.