My childhood is in lack of parental accompany growth, my mother had to work to support the family, when I was growing up in the accompany of grandma, mother love me very much,but I the parents did not sense of security , I am a rely on themselves, thank God gradually changed I also changed the members of my family, I rely on their own personality change, let me learn to depend on God, but this requires a process, you now know concerning my personality is Jesus changed.