She sagged back against the console

She sagged back against the console, disappointed.  “Sorry. My mistake. Unless I’m just that bad a kisser,” she joked, half-heartedly.

He cocked his head to the side, looking almost amused (damn him!) – or as amused as anyone with those eyebrows could look. “Fishing for compliments now, are we?”

Clara shrugged, crossing her arms over her chest and affecting nonchalance. As if her little gambit hadn’t just failed miserably. As if she wasn’t falling apart and aching with the need to just say the thing that really mattered, for once. “With you, sometimes I have to.” 

The Doctor looked at her pensively. “You’re doing something with your face again. That sad smiling thing. You know I hate that. Have one emotion at a time or don’t have them at all, I say.” 

A surprised laugh escaped her, then, though there was no humor in it. “That’s not how emotions work. You don’t just pick one and say ‘oh alright, I suppose I’ll wear my annoyed face today. But I could change it for a smile if the weather gets better.’ I can’t always control what my face is doing or how I’m feeling or who I…” She clamped her mouth shut before anything else could escape. 

How could she have even expected him to see her the way she wanted to be seen? Not long after the ghost adventure through time, he’d been telling her to get another boyfriend!

See me, he’d said to her once, just see me. 

Now that she did, all she wanted was the same courtesy. 

See me, Doctor, she thought. Just see me, here in front of you. Wanting you. 

結果 (中文) 1:

她低头回抵控制台，失望。"对不起。我的错。除非我只是一个那么糟糕的接吻者，"她开玩笑说，半心半意。他歪着头向一侧，看起来几乎被逗乐了 (该死的他!) — — 或如逗乐了那些眉毛的任何人都可以看。"沽名钓誉现在，是我们吗?"克莱拉耸耸肩，她的双臂交叉在胸前，若无其事。仿佛她小小的开局没有只是惨遭失败。就好像她不落下分开和疼痛的需要只是说真的很重要，这一次的东西。"与你，有时候我有到。医生若有所思地望着她。"你做的事情与你的脸再一次。那悲伤的微笑着东西。你知道我讨厌这样。有一次一个情感或者他们根本没有，我说。惊讶的笑逃得过她，然后，虽然那里没有幽默在它。"这是情绪不是如何工作的。你不要只是挑一个，说 ' 哦好吧，我想今天就揍我生气的脸。但我可以改变为一个微笑，如果天气变得更好.我总是不能控制我的脸干什么或感觉如何或谁我。......"她夹在别的能逃脱之前闭上她的嘴。怎能甚至有期望他去看她她想要看到的方式?时间不长的鬼冒险后通过的时间，他一直在告诉她去另一个男朋友!看到我，他对她说一次，看着我。现在，她做她想要的一切是相同的礼貌。看看我，医生，她想。看着我，这里在你的面前。想要你。

結果 (中文) 3:

她垂向控制台，失望。“对不起 。我的错误。除非我只是坏一个接吻高手，”她开玩笑说，敷衍了事。他把头歪向一边，几乎被逗乐了（该死的！）或是有趣的人与这些眉毛可以看。“现在我们都是为了赞美别人，是吧？“克拉拉耸了耸肩，交叉抱在胸前，不影响。如果她的小策略不只是失败。好像她并没有崩溃和疼痛的需要，只是说的事情，真正重要的是，一次。“和你在一起，我有时候也 。”医生看着她若有所思地。“你又在做些什么。那个悲伤的微笑。你知道我讨厌。我说有一种情绪在一个时间或一点都没有， 。”一个惊讶的笑，她逃脱了，然后，虽然没有幽默感。“这不是情绪如何工作。你不只是选一个，说'哦，好吧，我想我会戴上我的生气的脸。但我可以改变它的微笑，如果天气好，我总是不能控制我的脸做的或是我的感觉如何或谁..”她将她的嘴在别的 可以逃脱。她怎么能让他看到她想看的方式？没过多久，鬼经历冒险穿越时间，他一直告诉她要另一个男朋友！看到我，他会对她说一次， 只是看到我  。现在，她做的，她需要的是同样的礼遇。 看到我，医生，她想。 刚见到我，在你的面前。想要你。