Again, another day, another time... Im back in that old freaking ugly swamp. A decision must be made? Why do you have to push yourself so hard Ken? Maybe you just want to be better, but without better life? What is the point for 'men's living'? Ambition, Pride, Career Goal, Money, Sex, or Power? I guess I already eliminated couple of them, Glad to say that~ I guess the way of becoming a complete person is about 'let it go'. Feel the wind breeze, enjoy the moment. God knows when to take your beloved ones away. 'it was rainning, and mermaid had swan away from this city...' When I lost my beloved friend, and I was sad... But I have to thank him for lecturing me a le