So, he rode a sleigh! Even if it was only in a dream, it felt so real and so beautiful he continued giggling, unable to stop. Well, he giggled also because of Clara.
Clara was with him again, in the Tardis.
Clara in the Tardis, with a nightie.
Killing a Timelord with all her cuteness.
She was there, for real this time, and listening to the soft humming of the Tardis made her feel like home: he had not redecorated, but she saw some repair on the console. It seemed like something had gone awry, some of the levers were all in the wrong places and there were signs of burnt wires.
He was looking at the monitor, all business, and his long fingers were flying over the controls to search for some new and exciting destination.
Clara looked at him, and the Doctor, feeling her stare, looked back, smiling.
“Why the burning on the console?”
She was serious and concerned.
“I never found Gallifrey. The coordinates were a fake, I lost control”
“And you smashed things around?”
“Yes”
He was no more smiling, the pain of the betrayal again stabbing at his chest.
“Why didn’t you come to me?”
“I thought you were with Danny”
“How long…”
“Doesn’t matter now, does it?
“It does matter, we were miserable - the both of us - and we were alone, because we lied to each other!”
How could a person so little burn with so much intensity was beyond the Doctor comprehension, but there she was, all rage and fury, eyes blazing and mouth set. Although the slippers were a bit of an undermining.
He moved toward her, slow and careful.
Last time he saw her like that, she said he was to go a long way away.
“Sometimes caring too much is a disadvantage”
He said and stopped a few steps from her, wanting to come closer, wanting to reach out and stroke her cheeks, wanting to fill that gap that he had set up so long ago, soon after this new regeneration.
He was terrified then: new face, new hearts, old feelings difficult to cope with.
He was equally afraid now, as if Clara was a little goldfinch ready to fly away and never to come back if he moved too fast.
He thought he already had lost her, to Danny.
Forever.
Because he was an idiot unable to speak his mind and tell her the simple truth: Clara I love you, even if I’m thousands of years old and I’m not from Earth.
What about that? Uh?
But no! He had to go with that terrible, horrible line “I’m not your boyfriend”, yeah, you figure! That was him all manly man, taking his responsibilities and acting like a moron!
Because he saw himself in the mirror, he saw his new face all frowned up and already used and he didn’t recognize that old, bitter twat.
And he thought that Clara would have not seen him either.
She almost didn’t.
Now here they are, second chances don’t come easy, and he is sure he is about to screw it up again. So he remains silent and still.
So, he rode a sleigh! Even if it was only in a dream, it felt so real and so beautiful he continued giggling, unable to stop. Well, he giggled also because of Clara.Clara was with him again, in the Tardis.Clara in the Tardis, with a nightie.Killing a Timelord with all her cuteness.She was there, for real this time, and listening to the soft humming of the Tardis made her feel like home: he had not redecorated, but she saw some repair on the console. It seemed like something had gone awry, some of the levers were all in the wrong places and there were signs of burnt wires.He was looking at the monitor, all business, and his long fingers were flying over the controls to search for some new and exciting destination.Clara looked at him, and the Doctor, feeling her stare, looked back, smiling.“Why the burning on the console?”She was serious and concerned.“I never found Gallifrey. The coordinates were a fake, I lost control”“And you smashed things around?”“Yes”He was no more smiling, the pain of the betrayal again stabbing at his chest.“Why didn’t you come to me?”“I thought you were with Danny”“How long…”“Doesn’t matter now, does it?“It does matter, we were miserable - the both of us - and we were alone, because we lied to each other!”How could a person so little burn with so much intensity was beyond the Doctor comprehension, but there she was, all rage and fury, eyes blazing and mouth set. Although the slippers were a bit of an undermining.他走向她,慢速和小心。最后一次他看到她那样,她说他是走得很远。"有时候过多的关爱是一种劣势"他说,停了几个步骤从她,想要靠近,想要伸手去抚摸她的脸颊,想要填补这一空白,他成立了所以很久以前,不久之后这新的再生。他感到一阵恐惧然后 ︰ 新面孔、 新的心、 旧感情难以应付。现在,就好像克拉拉是一个小小的金翅雀准备飞走了,永远不会回来,如果他动得太快,他是同样害怕。他以为他已经失去了她,对 Danny。永远。因为他是白痴不能说出他的想法,告诉她一个简单的真理 ︰ 克拉拉爱你,即使我是数千年以前,我不是来自地球。那怎么办?呃?但没有 !他只得陪,可怕、 可怕线"我不是你的男朋友",是的你图 !那是他所有男子汉男人,承担他的责任和作用像个白痴 !因为他从镜子里看到自己,他看见他的新面孔都不起来时,已经使用和他没认出那个旧的、 苦涩的杂种。他认为,克拉拉会有没有见过他也。她几乎没有。现在他们在这里,第二次机会来之不易,并且他确信他就要搞砸了。所以他保持沉默,并仍。
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