She was about to turn around an lea

She was about to turn around an leave when she looked at the flowers in her hand. It really didn't matter now, so she could just as well say it.
“Sunflowers,” she said.
“Excuse me?” John raised his eyebrows at her.
“Sunflowers. I like sunflowers,” she added, “They're my favourite. But these are really lovely, too. Thank you.”
John smiled at her. “You're welcome.”

Back in her own apartment Clara placed the flowers in a large vase and set them down on her coffee table. They were a lovely gesture and Clara really couldn't hold it against him but if he kept thinking that they could be involved romantically she was going to lose John as a friend.
It wasn't so much that she still held on to her previous engagement. Daniel had died a long time ago and Clara had come to live with that even though the thought of it still made her sad. She missed it. She missed waking up next to the man she loved, she missed surprise kisses and a hand that held her own. Clara knew that she could easily have that again but the price seemed too high. She wouldn't give her heart away only to have it ripped into pieces again when it was still healing from its last wound. John was right – they probably would indeed work as a couple, or at least she could well imagine it. But when her imagination moved on to falling in love and marriage and kids all she saw was that by pure reasoning he would be the one to die first and he would leave her alone all over again, probably while she was still raising their children. It would tear her apart.
All of her dreams about becoming a mother and a wife to a loving husband included the possibility of loss and that was something Clara would never put herself through again. She was safer this way.

結果 (中文) 1:

她刚要转身离开，当她看了看花在她的手。它真的没有关系，所以她只是也可以说它。"向日葵，"她说。"打扰一下吗？"约翰提出他在她的眉毛。"向日葵。我喜欢向日葵，"她补充说，"他们是我的最爱。但这些都是真的很可爱，太。谢谢你。约翰向她微笑。"不客气"。回来在她自己的公寓克拉拉把花放在一个大花瓶里，并把他们放在她的咖啡桌上。他们是一种可爱的姿态和克拉拉真的不住它反对他，但是如果他一直在想，他们可能涉及浪漫她就要失去作为一个朋友约翰。这不太像，她仍然坚持她的约会。丹尼尔去世了很久以前，克莱拉来住在一起，即使它的想法仍然使她伤心。她错过了它。她错过了醒来后她爱的男人旁边，她错过了惊喜的吻和举行她自己的手。克莱拉知道她可以轻松地再问，但价格似乎太高。她不会让她的心只将它撕成了碎片再次时它仍然从其最后的伤口愈合了。约翰是正确的 — — 他们可能确实工作的作为夫妇，或至少她可以想象它。但当她的想象力移动到恋爱和婚姻和所有的孩子，她看到了通过纯粹的推理，他会是一个先死，他会离开她浑身再一次，很可能虽然她仍然抚养子女。它会撕裂她。她梦想成为一位母亲和一个妻子对爱我的丈夫的所有包括损失的可能性，那是克拉拉这永远不会让她觉得通过再一次的东西。她就是这样更安全。

結果 (中文) 3:

她正要转身离开时，她看了看花在她的手。这真的没有关系，所以她也可以说出来。“向日葵”她说。“对不起？“翰举起他的眉毛。“向日葵。我喜欢向日葵，”她补充说，“他们是我的最爱。但这些真的很可爱。谢谢你。”翰笑她。“你很受欢迎。”回到她自己的公寓里，克拉拉把花放在一个大花瓶里，把它们放在她的咖啡桌上。他们是一个可爱的手势和克拉拉真的不能怪他，如果他一直以为他们可以恋爱她要失去约翰作为朋友。这并不是那么多，她仍然坚持她以前的参与。丹尼尔很久以前就死了，克拉拉也来过一次，尽管这一想法仍然让她伤心。她错过了。她错过了她爱的男人，她错过了惊喜的吻和一只手，她自己的。克拉拉知道，她可以很容易地有，但价格似乎太高。她不让她的心，只有当它被撕裂成碎片，当它仍然愈合伤口愈合伤口。John是对的，他们很可能会做一对夫妇，或至少她能想象到它。但当她想象着坠入爱河和结婚的时候，所有的孩子都看到的是，通过纯粹的推理，他将是一个死的第一个，他将独自一人离开她，可能在她还抚养孩子的时候。它会把她分开。她所有的梦想，成为一个母亲和一个妻子对一个爱的丈夫包括损失的可能性，这是克拉拉将永远不会把自己通过。她更安全了。