John had really meant to push her a

John had really meant to push her away, he really had, but it had been almost a week without Clara and he had missed her so terribly and her lips were so inviting despite the salty taste of her tears that he couldn’t help but pull her closer. He didn't know what to do except kiss her back as she pressed him against the wall with the weight of her body, even though his mind screamed at him to hold her back. Clara's hands were sliding across his chest, starting to open the buttons of his shirt when John finally found the heart to stop her.
“We had an agreement,” he breathed as they parted lips and yet she was doing a very good job at making him forget all about that.
Clara looked up at him through her tears. “I love you,” she said earnestly, “Forget the agreement. I just want you. I am so unhappy and I just want to be with you.”
“Clara,” he whispered, pulling her closer and leaning his forehead against hers. Why did she have to make it so hard for him? “I love you, too, but that still doesn't change a thing.”

Clara remained quiet in his arms for a moment and John got the impression that she was beginning to calm down. He had to make her see sense, make her understand that he just couldn't do that to his own son but if she kept coming back to him, if she was as unhappy as she said she was he would give in to her sooner rather than later and he knew it.
“What if Alex played no role?” Clara asked suddenly.
“But he does.”
She looked up at him. “Imagine, just for a moment, that he didn't. That he would never find out about us. Would you be with me?”
“If you're suggesting that we run away together-”
“No, it's not that.”
“You know my answer,” John placed a soft kiss on her forehead, “Of course I'd be with you. But I can't see a way that wouldn't at least hurt one of the people involved.”
“I know,” Clara replied in a hoarse voice, “But sometimes you just have to do what is best for everyone.”
She struggled free from his embrace and John only reluctantly let her go. He hated doing this to her, seeing her like that.
“What are you going to do?” he asked.
“The best for everyone,” Clara shrugged, “And I'm sorry. I'll talk to you on Monday.”
She turned around to leave but John held her hand.
“Don't!”
She gave him a weak smile. “You don't even know what I'm going to do. Just trust me. It's the best solution, the only one.”
“What does that mean?” he asked her, suddenly scared of what she was about to do. She wouldn't tell Alex the truth, would she? No, John didn't believe that. But she also knew something she wasn't telling him.
“Don't worry, John. It'll be fine. I know what I'm doing.”

This time he let her leave, still utterly clueless about what was happening. It would be a very long wait until Monday.

結果 (中文) 1:

约翰真的想要推开她，他真的有了，但它已经几乎一个星期没有克拉拉和他了所以非常想念她和她的嘴唇那么邀请尽管她的眼泪咸咸的味道，他忍不住把她拉近。他不知道该怎么办除了吻她回来，一边按他靠在墙上的重量，她的身体，即使他的头脑在尖叫着在他能让她退缩。克拉拉的手被滑动他的胸前，开始打开他的衬衫的扣子，当约翰终于发现了心脏停她。"我们已经达成协议，"他低声说他们张的双唇，她尚未做很好的工作，让他忘记所有烦恼的。克莱拉看着他流着泪。"我爱你，"她恳切地说，"忘记协定 》。我只想你。如此高兴，我只想和你在一起。"克莱拉，"他低声说，把她拉近和倾斜额头顶着她。她为什么要让他这么难？"我也爱你，但那仍然不能改变一件事"。克拉拉仍然在他的怀里安静了一会儿，约翰得到的印象，她开始冷静下来。他不得不让她明白，让她明白他只是不能做对他自己的儿子，但如果她一再回到他，如果她不高兴，因为她说她是他会把给她宜早不宜迟而且他也知道。"如果亚历克斯没有扮演角色吗？"克拉拉突然问。"但他做的"。她看着他的电话。"想象一下，只是片刻，他没有。他将永远不会了解我们。你会和我一起吗？""如果你告诉我们我们一起私奔-""不，它不是的"。"你知道我的答案，"约翰放温柔的吻在她的额头上，"当然我会和你一起。但我看不见路，至少不会伤害所涉及的人之一。"我知道，"克拉拉回答用嘶哑的声音，"但有时你不得不做什么才是适合每个人。免费，她奋力挣脱他的拥抱和约翰只能勉强让她走。他讨厌这样对她，看到她那样。"你怎么办？"他问。"每个人都最好，"克拉拉耸耸肩，"，我很抱歉。我会告诉你在周一。"她转过身去，但约翰握着她的手。"不 ！"她给了他一个虚弱的微笑。"你甚至不知道怎么办。只是相信我。它是最好的解决方案，只有一个。"意味着什么？"他问她，突然害怕她正要去。她不会告诉亚历克斯真相，会是她？不，约翰不相信那。但是她也知道她不告诉他的东西。"别担心，约翰。它会没事。我知道自己在做什么。这次他让她离开，仍然完全不懂发生了什么事。它将是很长的等待，直到星期一。

結果 (中文) 3:

他真的要把她推开，他真的有，但它已经几乎一个星期没有克拉拉，他错过了她那么可怕，她的嘴唇是如此诱人，尽管她泪水咸咸的味道，他忍不住拉她靠近。他不知道该怎么做，除了吻她，她把他压在墙上，她的身体，即使他的思想在他尖叫，以保持她的背部。克拉拉的双手滑过他的胸膛，开始打开他衬衫的纽扣，这时他终于找到了自己的心。“我们有一个协议，”他无声地吹着嘴，但她做得很好，使他忘记了一切。克拉拉看着他，通过她的眼泪。“我爱你，”她认真地说，“忘记约定。我只想要你。我很不高兴，我只想和你在一起。”“克拉拉，”他低声说，把她拉近，向她的额头倾斜。为什么她要让他这么难呢？“我也爱你，但这仍然不能改变一件事。”克拉拉在他的怀里安静了一会儿，他得到了一个印象，她开始平静下来了。他必须让她明白，让她明白他只是不能这样做，他自己的儿子，但如果她不停地回到他，如果她是那样不高兴，因为她说她是他会给她早，而不是后来，他知道它。“如果亚历克斯没有扮演什么角色？克拉拉突然问道。“但他没有。”她抬头看了看他。“想象一下，就这样，他没有找到关于我们的。你会和我在一起吗？““如果你建议我们一起跑”“不，不是那样的。”“你知道我的答案，”他在她的额头上轻轻地吻了一下，“当然我会和你在一起。但我无法看到一种方式，不会伤害至少伤害的人之一。”“我知道，”克拉拉用嘶哑的声音回答道，“但有时你只需要做对每个人都是最好的。”她挣脱了他的拥抱，勉强地让她走了。他讨厌这样做，看到她这样。“你要做什么？“他问。“对每个人都是最好的，”克拉拉耸耸肩说，“我很抱歉。我星期一和你谈谈。”她转身离开，但约她手。“不要！“她给了他一个微弱的微笑。“你甚至都不知道我要做什么。只要相信我。这是最好的解决办法，唯一的一个。”“这是什么意思？他问她，突然害怕她要做什么。她不会告诉亚历克斯真相，她会吗？不，翰不相信。但她也知道她没有告诉他。“别担心，约翰。这会很好。我知道我在做什么。”这一次他让她离开，仍然完全不知道发生了什么事。这将是一个非常漫长的等待，直到星期一。