Clara had gotten up early on Christmas day, noticing to her relief that the symptoms of her cold had almost vanished completely. She had already made the shortbread fingers on the previous evening so all she really needed to do was to prepare the turkey and eggnog before John arrived at lunch time. However she hadn't calculated that John would be early. Just as she had put the turkey into the oven there was a knock on her door.
Clara straightened the skirt of her dress and went to open it. John held up his guitar and amplifier and smiled broadly at her.
“I brought some music,” he announced happily.
“You're also early,” Clara said, trying to sound cross when she actually wasn't. She would have just spent the remainder of the morning reading the book her colleague had given her.
“I thought you might need some help,” John said as he stepped inside her apartment and set the guitar down next to the coffee table.
“The food is all done but you can help me set the table,” Clara suggested and John nodded, following her into the kitchen.
“Smells good,” he commented as she handed him two plates but then his gaze dropped to the already laid out cookies, “You made shortbread?”
His face lit up and Clara smiled, pleased with herself that he seemed happy about that.
“Yes, I wanted to make something that reminded you of home but most Scottish food sounds really. . .”
“Disgusting?”
“Yeah,” Clara smiled weakly, “Sorry. How do you eat things like that? Like Haggis? Ew!”
John shrugged as he carried the plates to the dining table. “I don't know. Maybe that's just one more reason why I left Scotland.”
Clara sat down on her bed and took a deep breath. “Why did you leave Scotland?” she asked, “We've been friends for a month now and I hardly know anything about you.”
John sighed. “That's a really long story.”
“Well,” she said, gesturing for him to sit down next to her, “We've got at least an hour until the turkey is done.”
He inhaled sharply and slowly walked towards the bed to sit down. Clara waited patiently for him to begin but it took him a long time.
“My life in Scotland was really boring, to be honest,” he began, “I was born in Glasgow. I grew up. I went to school. You already know that I became a doctor. I got married, had children and-”
“Wait,” Clara interrupted him. She didn't know why it surprised her, “You had children?”
John nodded. “They died along with my wife in the bombing of Glasgow while I was in London for a conference. After their funeral I packed my things and I haven't set foot into Glasgow since.”
“You ran,” she realized, “That's why you came here, too. Whenever something bad happens you pack your things and you run from it.”
“I guess you could say it like that,” John agreed with a sad smile, “The woman that died. The memory is all a bit fuzzy. I don't remember much. I don't even remember what she looked like. But she was under my care and I should have done something to save her and I couldn't. Since I didn't deserve to call myself a doctor any longer I came here, not knowing what else to be. Until I met you.”
“How did I change that?” Clara asked, laughing nervously.
John seemed to ponder his words for a moment. “I saw you and I knew what I wanted to be – your friend.”
Clara suddenly felt his gaze boring into her and she knew what he was about to ask her so she quickly looked away. She wasn't ready yet. Not for the whole story. Not on Christmas. Some things were still too painful to talk about.
Clara had gotten up early on Christmas day, noticing to her relief that the symptoms of her cold had almost vanished completely. She had already made the shortbread fingers on the previous evening so all she really needed to do was to prepare the turkey and eggnog before John arrived at lunch time. However she hadn't calculated that John would be early. Just as she had put the turkey into the oven there was a knock on her door.Clara straightened the skirt of her dress and went to open it. John held up his guitar and amplifier and smiled broadly at her.“I brought some music,” he announced happily.“You're also early,” Clara said, trying to sound cross when she actually wasn't. She would have just spent the remainder of the morning reading the book her colleague had given her.“I thought you might need some help,” John said as he stepped inside her apartment and set the guitar down next to the coffee table.“The food is all done but you can help me set the table,” Clara suggested and John nodded, following her into the kitchen.“Smells good,” he commented as she handed him two plates but then his gaze dropped to the already laid out cookies, “You made shortbread?”His face lit up and Clara smiled, pleased with herself that he seemed happy about that.“Yes, I wanted to make something that reminded you of home but most Scottish food sounds really. . .”“Disgusting?”“Yeah,” Clara smiled weakly, “Sorry. How do you eat things like that? Like Haggis? Ew!”John shrugged as he carried the plates to the dining table. “I don't know. Maybe that's just one more reason why I left Scotland.”Clara sat down on her bed and took a deep breath. “Why did you leave Scotland?” she asked, “We've been friends for a month now and I hardly know anything about you.”John sighed. “That's a really long story.”“Well,” she said, gesturing for him to sit down next to her, “We've got at least an hour until the turkey is done.”He inhaled sharply and slowly walked towards the bed to sit down. Clara waited patiently for him to begin but it took him a long time.“My life in Scotland was really boring, to be honest,” he began, “I was born in Glasgow. I grew up. I went to school. You already know that I became a doctor. I got married, had children and-”“Wait,” Clara interrupted him. She didn't know why it surprised her, “You had children?”John nodded. “They died along with my wife in the bombing of Glasgow while I was in London for a conference. After their funeral I packed my things and I haven't set foot into Glasgow since.”“You ran,” she realized, “That's why you came here, too. Whenever something bad happens you pack your things and you run from it.”“I guess you could say it like that,” John agreed with a sad smile, “The woman that died. The memory is all a bit fuzzy. I don't remember much. I don't even remember what she looked like. But she was under my care and I should have done something to save her and I couldn't. Since I didn't deserve to call myself a doctor any longer I came here, not knowing what else to be. Until I met you.”“How did I change that?” Clara asked, laughing nervously.John seemed to ponder his words for a moment. “I saw you and I knew what I wanted to be – your friend.”Clara suddenly felt his gaze boring into her and she knew what he was about to ask her so she quickly looked away. She wasn't ready yet. Not for the whole story. Not on Christmas. Some things were still too painful to talk about.
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