After a few moments Amy was back and Clara was so glad that she seemed to have convinced Alex to stay outside. Clara crawled under the blankets and rested her head on the pillow and Amy lay down next to her, smiling sympathetically.
“Are you gonna break up with him?” she asked in a low voice after a moment.
“I don't know,” Clara admitted, “I promised John I'd give him a chance. Maybe we'll work out now that John isn't a possibility anymore.”
“I seriously hope you don't believe that. Clara, if you're in love with someone else it can't work.”
“I don't know. I need time. It's all so crazy. Right now I just want to sleep, I just want to cry and. . . I just want John.”
The tears came back as soon as she thought about the way he had always held her, like his arms could protect her from anything.
“I had been looking forward to it,” Clara admitted weakly, “When I woke up next to him I thought 'Yes, that's it. That's what I want for the rest of my life.' He is perfect to me in every single way. How am I ever supposed to get over that?”
“Hey, how about I ring up Martha and ask her to get you a sick note for a couple of days? So you don't have to see him at work tomorrow.”
“Thank you,” Clara muttered and closed her eyes.
It was probably a good idea, Clara thought after Amy had left. In her current state she was likely to either break out in tears or grab John by the lapels of his coat and kiss him the next time she saw him and both options seemed like inappropriate behaviour for a school. She managed to get up and unpack her bag and to her surprise she found one of John's shirts in it. Clara thought it must have accidentally landed there when she had undressed him on their first night together. His smell still clung to it and Clara breathed it in deeply. She was missing him too much already and right now she couldn't imagine how it was ever going to get better. Knowing that it was the closest she would ever come to him again, she wrapped herself in his shirt, and his smell, before she went back to bed.
Clara attempted to sleep but a short while later there was a knock on the bedroom door.
“Don't come in,” she replied, “I'm contagious.”
Still Alex cracked the door open. Clara turned her back on him.
“Amy said you were sick,” Alex said as if he didn't really believe it, “Is everything alright?”
“No, I just want to sleep,” she grumbled in reply.
“Can I get you anything? Tea? Water? Soup? Draw you a bath?”
More tears rolled down her cheek. Alex was being so nice and all Clara wanted was for him to go away. Yet she noticed that she was indeed hungry after only having eaten breakfast today.
“Soup sounds nice.”
“Okay, bowl of soup coming right up,” Alex paused and sighed, “Are you sure that there is nothing else? Just a stomach flu?”
“Just a stomach flu,” Clara lied.
After a few moments Amy was back and Clara was so glad that she seemed to have convinced Alex to stay outside. Clara crawled under the blankets and rested her head on the pillow and Amy lay down next to her, smiling sympathetically.“Are you gonna break up with him?” she asked in a low voice after a moment.“I don't know,” Clara admitted, “I promised John I'd give him a chance. Maybe we'll work out now that John isn't a possibility anymore.”“I seriously hope you don't believe that. Clara, if you're in love with someone else it can't work.”“I don't know. I need time. It's all so crazy. Right now I just want to sleep, I just want to cry and. . . I just want John.”The tears came back as soon as she thought about the way he had always held her, like his arms could protect her from anything.“I had been looking forward to it,” Clara admitted weakly, “When I woke up next to him I thought 'Yes, that's it. That's what I want for the rest of my life.' He is perfect to me in every single way. How am I ever supposed to get over that?”“Hey, how about I ring up Martha and ask her to get you a sick note for a couple of days? So you don't have to see him at work tomorrow.”“Thank you,” Clara muttered and closed her eyes.它可能是个好主意,克拉拉认为艾米离开后。在她当前的状态,她是可能爆发的眼泪或者抓住他外套的衣领约翰并吻他下一次,她看见他和这两个选项看起来像一所学校的不当行为。她设法起身打开她的包里,令她吃惊的是她在它发现约翰的衬衫之一。克拉拉认为它必须有意外降落时她已经脱了衣服他的第一夜在一起。他的气味仍然紧紧抓住它,克拉拉呼吸它深深地。她缺掉他太多了,权利,现在她无法想象它怎么做得更好。知道那个最接近的她曾经来到他再一次,她将自己裹起来在他的衬衫和他的味道之前她回到床上。克莱拉试图睡觉但短,虽然后来有人敲了敲卧室的门。"不进去,"她回答说,"我是有传染性。亚历克斯仍破解门打开。克莱拉转身背对他。"艾米说你生病了,"亚历克斯说,如果他真的不相信它,"就是一切好吗?""不,我只是想要睡觉,"她抱怨在答复。"可你需要什么吗?茶?水吗?汤吗?画你洗个澡吗?更多的眼泪顺着她的脸颊。亚历克斯好人和克拉拉是想要他走开。然而她注意到,她确实饿了只能吃早餐今天之后。"汤听起来不错"。"好的汤马上就来,碗"亚历克斯停了下来,叹了口气,"你肯定是有什么是吗?只是胃流感吗?""只是肠胃炎,"克拉拉撒了谎。
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